Growing up I spent the majority of my free time in the pool. My
identity seemed fully realized when I became submerged in water
as I reveled in the sensory hug of isotropic pressure and quiet
solitude. I loved to look out from underneath the water’s surface
and view the world through the abstract lens of water in motion.
These portraits capture this event in reverse.
I recall pondering that what I viewed through the water was a truer
vision of “reality,” reality as temporary and abstract. Life is not to
be lived as a rubric but rather a large abstract watercolor painting
were each stage bleeds into another.
Humans are not the posed reflections we see in our bathroom
mirrors, an image we visualize and create as our perceived exterior
representations to the world at large. Our corporal bodies are
masses primarily comprised of water in a variable state of energy
emission--a constant state of change. We are not static entities
represented by our individual manipulated personas, facades
perpetually influenced by society. My series Under the Surface aims
to capture a more accurate vision of self, one that is fluid,
suspended, reflective, fractured and blurred, easily subject to forces
of nature and yet buoyant vessels adrift on a voyage of self-
actualization.